Faith, Motherhood, Suffering

The Mustard Seed Mum: When Grief Catches Up With You

I cried in a cafĂ©. It caught me completely off guard. But that's grief for you. It turns up when it wants to with no warning - and apparently with no tissues. As I was waiting for my husband to finish ordering, I sat down at a table with some shopping bags. We were kid… Continue reading The Mustard Seed Mum: When Grief Catches Up With You

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What do you see?

[ What do you see when you look at me? A happy girl, content and free? Or hurting inside, sad as can be? Do you see me for what I am - or do you honestly not give a damn? Am I a person, or am I friend? Would you look out for me until… Continue reading What do you see?

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Scanxiety in December

I cannot believe how quickly this year has flown. And what a year it has been. I spend a lot of time thinking and reflecting on life and all it has to offer us. This year has definitely been one for reflection. My first scan is due on the 21st December 2011 to check and… Continue reading Scanxiety in December

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Life’s Tough Decisions And Why I’m Looking Up

Hello dearest followers of my wacky yet wonderful blog posts! I have not written for a while because I have been busy visiting friends for a week, working and anticipating the results of the end of my chemotherapy. So apologies, but I am back with a lot to say as always! Chemotherapy outcome Firstly, I… Continue reading Life’s Tough Decisions And Why I’m Looking Up